As the end of my first year in Germany approaches its inevitable conclusion, I reflect on my time here, the lessons I have learned and the person I have become. Many stories will get told for the first time, some existing stories will get a behind the scenes look. This series will last a week and by the end of the week, hopefully you will have a better view of what it is like to be a student abroad.
Episode 3: Adventure
An inconvenience
is only an adventure wrongly considered. –G.K. Chesterton
There is no high man can create that matches
that which a man encounters on the top of a mountain. It took me until Christmas
day to finally get on top of real mountains. The magic of Christmas had struck me and my yearning for mountains had been
temporarily tamed. However, this was just the appetizer in the meal that is unforgotten mountain ethereality.
No matter where I am, I have an undying desire
to get to the highest point around. Being raised in Colorado has permanently
imbedded into my head a need to be in the mountains. In the same way migratory animals in the desert search for their watering hole, I have to search for the mountains. Sometimes there are no mountains and there is nothing I can do about it. When this happens, I find the tallest building; there is something about being closer to the
heavens, or further away from the cacophony of life down below. There is
something spiritual about being in the clouds. Just to watch the world go by
below, seeing the bigger picture, to know that for just a little bit, I am
alone with my thoughts. There is hardly a thing better than to watch a sunrise
or sunset, from this higher place.
I have been on top of Swiss Alps, Austrian
Alps, Harz Mountains, and the Carpathians in Romania. Everywhere I go I seek mountains. There is however more to nature than the mountains. I also seek the grandeur of the ocean. The sound of the waves crashing onto shore, the beauty found in the tumultuous, and the vast openness is indescribable. In my trip to Venice I was able to see the wide open ocean. We didn't stay in the actual town of Venice, but one about ten minutes away by boat. Here, we searched for the wideness of the sea. It was night time when I was out there. The waves of the incoming tide splashed upon my toes. The ships out to sea dipped over the horizon meeting the appearance of the Milky Way. The magic of stillness can be found in the mountains and in the sea.
Adventure is not defined by action. To just
sit and listen to the music of Christmas time at Salzburg, or to watch a
setting sun over the Blue Mosque in Istanbul, or to eat delicious food in a
street café in Germany, can be as equal an adventure as watching fifty-thousand
Italians celebrating New Years, getting lost in a country where you know
nothing of the language, or backcountry skiing in the Alps. It only matters what
mindset you are willing to put forth.
Misadventures, though sometimes unfortunate, still have the word "adventure" in them, and therefore have to make it onto this list.
Sometimes misadventures are the best kind because one learns more from them
than some regular adventures. As I stated earlier, misadventures can lead to
creative thinking and good problem solving. Approaching things with a realistic
view of what you are able to accomplish is invaluable. One has to know just to
what lengths they are able to go to, in order to survive, or in some cases,
keep life interesting. My list of misadventures, or unintended adventures is
almost as long as my list of intentional adventures.
In some cases, as in any misadventure with a
bicycle, I was trying to make life more interesting. I may have lost some pride and some skin, but that all eventually returns. In other cases, the
misadventure came from making life too interesting and therefore too complicated. A good example of this was on our return trip from “The Quest of
Lichtenstein”. After missing our connections because of incorrect estimations of
time and distance the day before, we were stuck riding regional trains and
dealing with all the problems they have. After an unnecessarily complicated
travel, our misadventure came to a close with one final test of perspective.
When the threat of being stuck in yet another small town train station became a
bigger possibility, my mindset slipped from adventure to inconvenience. I became unhappy with the situation that was handed me, and even though there was nothing at the time I could do about it, I was frustrated. But
with all misadventures come a good time for introspection. If one is willing to
do so, it is a good way to really learn valuable lessons, especially about yourself, and who you really are.
Before coming to Germany, I was less aware of
who I was. Planned adventures and unplanned adventures alike have shown
me a lot more of myself than the placidity of staying within my comfort zone.
Adventures shape who I am. Whether on top of a mountain, by the ocean, or stuck
in random train stations, life has a way of teaching. We just have to be sure
and be good pupils and listen to what it has to say.
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